Jordan365's Blog

were all looking for a false truth. one girl found the map to it today.
i went looking for the social side of me. no such thing it turns out.
ill be your voodoo queen. just dont stick those god damn pins in me.
electric blue fishnets rock your world. and mine on a good day.
if i was karma. you would be the first to receive justice bitch.
lets play 'i spy' again. im still the little kid i always was.
cold december cold decmeber cold december. get a fucking new song title.
i realised today i have no life. i realised today she stole and lived mine.
i want to meet the real girl. so damn sick of this virtual one.
dont stare at the lights. you'll get a freak dot in your sight.
lets be natural. no one ever wants to be their natural self.
dolls wear aprons. i wear masks and disguises that cover more than my dress.
let me feel special. its a first. theres a first for everything. i know that now.

copy machines remind us too much of flashing light bulbs, everything we file ends up under 's', and telephones make us nervous. dont get me started on the schizophrenia of a guardian angel.
books and stories. stories and books. song of an innocnet bstander.

Your words are so harsh

My heart is now torn

The scissors are sharp

And cut as I mourn

The tears hit the ground

Forever serial

The blood trickles down

Screaming 'Love isnt real!'

I've started it again and wont go back, its all because of you my dear
 

When  

You            Told            Me

You

Loved♥

Me

Did      

                                                                        You

                      Mean It?

  " -    -    -    -    -                          ♥           

The Base Player isn't really ever appreciated as much as the guitarist or lead voalist it seems, but now that Brent is no longer with Panic! At the disco it has shown me how different the band will be without him. 

There is a friend of the band called Jon who is filling in- not sure if permenantly or not, but if anyone finds out more about this or why, please tell me or post a bulletin!

with step by step
and song by song
serenity is here
nothing is wrong
 
from heart to heart
and kiss to kiss
we dance on air
and fail to miss
 
then fight to fight
from hate to hate
ive been hurt bad
too much to take
 
falls tear by tear
and voice by voice
departing is final
youve made my choice

I have come to the conclusion that everything seems to be controlled by something in which can never be reached by the heart that longs for it the most. The mind that craves for it to the highest extent. The soul that depends on its power to survive in what is called human civilisation. Time is not the issue, time is only a treasure. but a treasure can be used to see to the beginning of what has controlled everthing, and all in its future path will be yours.

the little boy in which im writting to may never read this or take it into account, but he shall soon see that what he wants is right infront of him.

Im not sure about anyone else, but there has never really been a band for me that:

a) its all i listen to

b) i cant get them out of my head

c) are so incredably hot!

I think Panic! At the Disco are the most incredable band ive ever heard of, but unfortunatly for me i live all the way over in australia. so please tour over here!